okay so i come from a small town and I have two friends but they are really only my friends because there isn’t really anyone else. I know that sounds mean, but really, we don’t even get along…
Anyway, my mom lives in Eugene, OR so i was thinking after high school, i would go to Lane Community College to start, and then transfer to a University. Probably U of O. I have wanted to do this since 8th grade year and i can really see myself going with that.
My friend and I (one that likes me…but doesn’t treat me like it. uhg….and i don’t really like her at all), were talking about our futures and all of a sudden, she is like "yeah i’m moving to Eugene and also going to go to Lane! And then we can get an apartment together and take similair classes just like now"
This is really upsetting me. I just want to leave high school and leave everyone in this town. I honestly don’t want to see any of them again, including my "friends". Now she is acting set on that we are gonna go to Eugene over spring break our senior year and find jobs and an apartment. I don’t want to do this. I could easily tell her i don’t want to do the apartment thing but i just want to be independant FOR ONCE. My friends are so controlling and i want away from it. I don’t even want to be in the same school as her.
I so bad want to be over there with my mom to help re build our relationship (parents divorce)…and i have been so serious about what i want to do but my "friend" is just ruining everything. I would seriously consider NOT going just because of her. uhhhhhh!!!! help please!!!!! btw, im a junior this year.
oh and sorry for any spelling/grammer errors. i typed this on my ipod. lol
and its not like i’m just letting her control me, i just don’t know how to handle this.
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